Faqih is Faqih.

rocking my senior year.

2010-04-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

we started our senior year the fun way. and i just can't stop loving my peeps. this special people have special brains and have a special way of doing things. they are retards.

we spent $67.80 for 4 large pizza and only a 1.5L of mug root beer. shared between me, fameel, fariq, jie ming, fion and ahmad. sui!
this was the last piece we shared. 3 layers of cheese, 2 layer of chilli flakes. unlimited satisfaction.

and when ITP ended, i celebrated it with Hairi and Azri playing PS3 as usual. this time, we slept at 4 coz we got cranky too soon. especially me.

tats us. =)

im done for now.

tc.

say fuck off to itp, hello to school.

2010-04-17T20:00:00.005+08:00

oh yes! 6 weeks of ITP has ended. and I love it! I really love it! because apparently, I got the most fucking shit ass supervisor. Allan Lee Chee Ming, son of a bitch. =) first day of work, he didnt greet me or show any hospitality. last day of work, i offfered a handshake and he was just plain rude to be shaking hands while he was on the phone. you are one big idiot, Allan and that is why I wrote 2 pages of complain about you.

so, i had soccer training just now and i swear it feels damn good. im having a backache now. star player trained too hard uh. =)

so, ive been busy with SMAC. they rock my life like a rocking cradle on the tree top.

say hello to the new members of SMA. this was taken during camp. and SUMPAH, it was gerek times ten to the power of 675321459213523467475721.

and this was taken on the day of freshmen party. SMA party hard!

there is too much to update. nevertheless, since the camp, my life has taken its turn and im enjoying it very much especially with my SMA gerek geng.

and school starting soon! yay!!!

bye! =D

some cool shits..

2010-03-22T21:37:00.003+08:00

2nd week of ITP is gone and i'm happy. 1 more month of suffering!!

in 2 weeks, ive read some great stuff like International Life-Saving Appliances Code, Piping Construction Standards, Piping Insulation Procedure & Schedule and Deep Groove Ball Bearings. haha!

and all I did in office was autoCAD.. I did the valve label plate for vessel B300. here are the lists of valve label plates that ive done:

B300-P101-WB ---> Ballast System
B300-P102-WL ---> Preload Tank Dumping System
B300-P103-WC ---> FW Cooling Piping System
B300-P104-WS ---> Raw Water/SW Service System
B300-P105-WF ---> Fire Water System
B300-P106-DO ---> Deck Drainage System
B300-P138-AI ---> Pneumatic Control for Fire Dampers
B300-P142-AI ---> Pneumatic Remote Control System

i also helped out in doing the punchlist for B300. vessel B300 will be delivered in about 2 to 3 months time and there is still lot of work to be done.

currently, im working on P&ID for vessel R331. i swear, editing the drawings are not easy after repeated explanations. i got lost, but i just shoot it. whatever pen drawings i see on the paper, i draw it on autoCAD. if there's mistakes, then it will be their problem. im just following instructions just to get good grades and that's it.

currently, webcam-ing with Fafa. and before this, i post my own post on Fafa's blog upon her request. weird uh that girl.

okay.. imma get some rest now.

and maybe ive fallen in love once again. i dunno. i go with the flow.

5 more weeks to go..

2010-03-16T21:56:00.005+08:00

so, first week of ITP is gone and I'm glad. super glad. super duper glad. and this is what I did when I was bored to death.

arraying my name of 4 times within 360 deg.
my own car.

and i was amazed..
who the hell managed to draw this crane using autoCAD?
and i find this hilarious. aim where huh?
and that's me!

LO coming this Thursday. I think I got plenty to say. Haha!

Oh! I'm working on my life. Maybe it will change, maybe not. Only time will tell... Only time...

and last Saturday was my younger sis' birthday party. So, Happy 16th Birthday, Nur Faqirah Binte Mohamed Rais.

My cousins were there including those cuties.

they were simply amazed when they saw their faces on webcam on my laptop.
from left, the tembam one is Aisah, the tall one is Alysa, lastly, the most kepo one is Humairah.
Enjoying webcam-whoring uh..
and them again.

and I found this.

zaman tangan sapau uh. i love it.

oh Hairi! Rambot kau sungguh kental!

and that's it.

take care people!

Keppel FELS

2010-03-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

Today was the first day of work. Basically, all we did was just going around the yards. Looking at the oil rigs make me feel even smaller.

So, yeah.. Keppel FELS. That is the name of my company. It is under Keppel Offshore & Marine (KOM). Besides Keppel FELS, there is Keppel Shipyard which does repair and conversions of vessels. There is also Keppel Singmarine which build offshore support vessels and tug boats. My company, FELS, does oil rigs; jack ups and semi-submersible. It is really cool. So, KOM has FELS, Shipyard and Singmarine.

But that is not all. Keppel Corporation also owns some property known as Keppel Land. It also has som infrastructure departments such as Keppel Energy, Keppel T&T and Keppel Integrated Engineering. As for investments, Keppel Corporation has M1 mobile services and K1. I'm not really sure what is K1.

And I'm in the Engineering (Piping) section. I'm deskbound. =( I got my confined space display and my gang way display but then, I'm in an office. Sad life. I want at least a pair of the coverall. The white one with red fonts. Its beautiful.

Basically, under piping, I'm gonna do the layout of the pipes on the oil rigs (if I'm not mistaken). I'll be using the software autoCAD. When I when to the office, I saw a few on their desktops doing the layout piping. It is really confusing. I can't even tell where the pipes are going. Its all squeezed. And I browsed through some files and I don't understand a single thing.

I'm gonna start work proper tomorrow. I need some rest now. Good night!

time to party like never before!

2010-03-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

supercharging uses exhaust gas to run turbine to induce air so that there is no loss of efficiency....

HAHA! wtf! i still can remember that.

EXAMS ARE OVER!

and i swear, after exams party is the best ever i've been to! =) just for that night, i felt like im being myself and i can have the fun that i wanted. i love the night!

so, i went with the SMA gerek gang namely, ahmad, fameel, reezal, fion, ah seng, Y.C., mark plus others whom i just met. its really fun.

and last night, i slept at hairi's house. we played blackshot till 4am. its damn fun! i love it! im gonna play it again now while waiting for the man utd match to start.

gonna start ITP this monday. =) Keppel FELS. cool or cool? i hope it will be a fruitful experience. ps3 coming my way! spain jerseys! it will be great. i gotta do my introductory letter soon. maybe later during the day.

im still in the mood to groove.

anw, good luck to these 2 guys who are going sailing. gonna miss ur crap for 6 weeks. best of luck to fameel and hydher. i'll be expecting some crazy stories from you guys.

im done for now.

BLACKSHOT!

exams are so cool because....

2010-02-24T04:01:00.002+08:00

exams are so cool because it haunts me everytime. and trust me, i freaked out always. just for this time, im not really freaked out. im rather relax about it hoping i'll do well. oh, hoping is one thing, studying is another thing. and studying is one thing, starting to study is another thing. omg! =)

well, its 4am here. im watching Man Utd vs West Ham with Hairi. he's sleeping over at my place. so cool! =) haha. at least, i dun have to watch it alone. haha.

so, Engineering Mechanics exam at 4pm later on which is exactly in 12 hours time. imma scrap through it. i hope luck is on our side. i hope the paper is easy.

okay. update more after exams. till then....

L4D2.. Team Fortress 2..

2010-02-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

I've spent this week happily. Like seriously.. This bunch of people always crack me up.

For 2 weeks, I've been playing L4D2 with Jie Ming, Fion, Wee Seng, Fathi, Reezal and Hairi (sometimes). Its been fun.

Today, steam server was down but we managed to play Team Fortress 2 and I swear it was funny as hell. From engineer to soldier to spy to medic.

So, below are the people that cracks me up.

and basketball is done and I'm relieved. One less thing to worry about.

My left eye is irritating. I just wanna keep rubbing it. Eye Mo no use, rub no use. -.-

Till then....

guess what imma say rite now.

2010-02-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

In your face! Man Utd won 3-1 againts ARSEnal. =) At last, I didnt waste my 2 hours of not sleeping watching the match. It was superb. Rooney and Nani were world-class.

this two players are currently the driving force of Man Utd and i love it! Rooney is getting better. He is filling the void left by Ronaldo by scoring lots of goals. The winner against Man City, the 4-goal haul against Hull City and the 2nd goal against Arsenal says it all. He's unstoppable. =)

and Nani, is emerging from the shadows to redeem himself. to save his Man Utd career. to create an impact similar to how Ronaldo did during his time.

the no.17. i like.

and ive done my cover letter! what a relief. one down!! =)

i got 6 teams for my event tomoro. i need 8 but i guess i will make do with 6. thanks to frens who's been supporting me and helping me out. and also for asking me to keep going when i feel like giving up. =)

imma do my resume tomoro. as in, wednesday, the night. gotta prepare myself for the interview test for CSW module.

and russell peters outsourced is hilarious. i was sitting in the train and there was this one part where russell said "do you like moi...... tits?" he was making fun of someone's name coz the name sounded like "yow like moi...." haha! he went on adding in "tits". i swear i could burst out into laughter in the train but the moment i started smiling alone, i stopped the video and played game. haha! i dun wanna be labelled insane in the train.

imma get some rest. tc ppl.

Keep it rolling and keep ur mouth shut!

2010-01-31T23:58:00.002+08:00

I was working just now when a Singapore ex-national visited the shop. Its Samad Allapitchay. haha! I was simply shocked when my dad told me its Allapitchay. Hehe!

So, this is me and him. =)

Okay, i dunno when this pic was taken but i like it. haha!

Right now, im watching Arsenal vs Man Utd.

and random thoughts.. I dun wanna be in club committee when im in year 3. it has given me enough stress. fuck! even if im selected to continue to be a part of them, i will just ignore uh. Right now, i just wanna give up on this basketball event. fuck it upside down left right center. i wanna be more focused on my studies and NCC. that will be better. i swear NCC is all about having fun in the midst of stress. while club is about having stress in the midst of fun. sucks to the core.

and all of the club stress leads me to being angry every now and then. i hate this period of time. like seriously.

but thanks to last friday, ive forgotten everything about it. it was Hairi's surprise party. it went well. Will upload some pics soon. maybe tuesday..

going off.

tc ppl.

life is life as it is.

2010-01-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

currently, i got nothing to update. its either im plain lazy or i got nothing to post or im too busy that i got no time to update my blog. will do a proper update after my things are all settled.

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!

Oh! Members FC.. You can go eat shit and die~ No one wants you~

We played the true soccer, and you guys are a bunch of shit. One of you, is a black shit. really black. the colour of kopi tkde susu. and China ref, go home and suck ur own balls. get lost!

Perhaps this is the time..

2010-01-12T23:38:00.004+08:00

People say patience is virtue. and yes, im being patient till today. i shall make a move. not one big step forward but a little step forward. i'll start off from scratch. but then, i dunno what i shall do. its okay. i have tomorrow to think about it.

so, im gonna work tomorrow. at downtown east. so, i expect to get about $140 bucks by weekend. then, i'll use some of it to buy myself a new pair of shoes. Then, next week another $140 bucks. perhaps a Spain jersey to satisfy myself. im just pampering myself. not everyday i get to go shopping right. plus, i seldom shop or even window shop. usually, i'll window shop for one day with friends, then come back a month later to get what I want. but maybe this time, i can window shop but end up shopping. hehe.

oh! not to forget a 4gb ipod mini that i wanna buy from yazin. =) that will be $30. eh yazin! ipod aku dah buat reservation.

oh, dayah posted 3 of my pics on her blog. they are right below.

ive been using torres, beckham and villa to describe myself to her. haha!!! i know its a bit tak tahu malu but faqih is faqih. =)

this is what i said: "handsome like torres, popular like beckham, good at soccer like villa."

ni luh budak yang slalu temankn aku malam2. haha! terima kasih kerana melayankn abang faqih yg sentiase tk tahu malu ni. =)

and i just found out tomoro's class is from 8 to 9. buang mase or what? we'll see whether i wanna go or not. i'll prefer to spend the morning jog around yishun estate. tadi nk jogging, terlepas pulak. kes sampai rumah nak tido 1 jam. tk pasal2, tido utk 4 jam. damn!

go school or no? rite now, its 60% no, 40% yes. im sure tomoro morning it will change to 100% no. hehe. =)

i wanna get another haircut. i wanna look something like this.....

i want tat 2002 beckham's hairstyle. its somewhere near botak but better looking. long hair a no for me. cool short hairstyles are way better. looks better on me.

dad brought home food. yummy!

im done blogging.

tc ppl.

keeping my options.

2010-01-11T00:20:00.003+08:00

& you guys are the best. we laugh together, we get angry together and we play pranks together. hehe.

theres a problem when you are still young. firstly, you dunno which path to take in ur life. secondly, you see too may future for urself.

im in marine engineering and ive been doing good academically. its telling me i can do well in tat career. but at the same time, leaving my homeland seems impossible. being mentally strong is what i need to do but words are simply words. easy to say, hard to be done. apart from that, i got the feeling to be an army officer. y'know, be in OCS. succeed in the army career. seldom you hear a malay being successful in the army but then, i can try my luck and things might change. i mean, everything changes within time rite. its like a seed.. you plant, it grows. you ignore it, it will rot. it will not remain as seed all the time. at the same time, i wanna play soccer. play for a club. i know singapore's soccer clubs dun pay you as good but i think, at least i have fun. why so serious all the time? you got one life.. make the best out of it. and lately, im thinking of army engineering. too much army stuff in my head. all i think is throwing grenades, having SAR21 beside me and wearing tat green uniform with pride.

see.. those are the paths that lies ahead of me. too much choices, too much confusion.

and tat leads to seeing many future of myself. i see myself as a marine engineer and sometimes i see myself as an army officer. but the best of all is seeing myself as a national player. achieving such dreams is hard but not impossible. it can be done but i need to be smart. and that is why, im taking my time to figure things out slowly.

had soccer match just now. sanziro vs citi fx. a 1-1 draw. suppose to be 2-1 uh. my goal wasnt offside i swear. im in line with the last man and being short, i cant see who was crossing the ball. all i know is tat when i heard the "thump!", i was still with the last man. the opponent didnt get to head the ball and i got it. the first touch i had was to put the ball into the net. it was a goal but that China referee said its offside. sometimes, i look at a point where the referee is racist. he seems to have a problem with sanziro. i wasnt offside dammit! i was simply too fast for the opposition. c'mon.. im the speed demon uh ref. short but fast. but its okay. a draw is good. i swear im proud of the team. they play rough, we play more than tat. i think our opponents are getting on our nerves. they look down on us too much. see, sanziro is improving all the time and tat is why you guys are upset all the time.

and i got whacked right in the stomach by the ball. urgh! the moment i got hit, i fell to the ground. tried to get up but cant. 8 times i tried to get up but fell back down to the ground. tats wad ilyas told me. wanna know why? my windpipe was closed. breathing was impossible. i needed air badly. it was a scary thing uh. my heart was pumping faster to keep blood running in my body. and now, my stomach still hurts. i think i got a minor internal injury. i cant stand up straight. need to bend down so as nt to stretch my abdomen. i may need rest tomoro which means, MC!

need a rest. take care people.

oh, when im pissed off, dun talk to me.

close both eyes.

2010-01-08T00:58:00.006+08:00

i miss playing soccer!!!

currently trying to attempt on the engineering mech assignment but im nowhere near the level of understanding the question. hydrostatics? what? huh? how? tat is why ive decided to forget about it. shall complete later in the day and then, send to the lecturer. assignment sungguh tk perlu sey.

so, today was rather a short day. had ship stab in the morning and followed by the phone sex test in the afternoon. had my sandwich for lunch. packed from home. save money paa.... haha. so, the phone sex test was okay. wait.. its nt really phone sex luh. haha. its just a phone call test, focussing on ur communication skills at work. i made an error. oops! thats okay. its over.

went home soon after that. with fariq bbycakes accompanying me till sembawang. talk non-stop. crap and more crap. haha. so, upon reaching yishun, i thought it will be better to pay for my shipyard safety course. so, dah confident nk bayar $32.50 ni. check check time nk letak ATM card, kene reject pasal ATM card dah hancur nk mampos. hahaha!! so, went to the nearest bank to renew but when i see the long queue, i said KIRIM SALAM SUDAHH!! i wuld rather be at home watching tv. and so i did! =) bought choc oreo and went home happily.

reached home, watched tv, prepared sandwich for myself and lepak! hehe. after tat, i was on my bed with my lappy and fell asleep soon after. woke up at 11pm.. =) and that is when i tried to do my assignment but its all fucked up. so, i just ignore it uh even though the deadline is today. no worries. inside class can copy. \m/

so, when shall i renew my ATM card? my money is in the bank and there is no way i can withdraw my money. i got 4 bucks left in my wallet. suar! err... nampaknye, kene bawak bekal pegi skola. hehe! just like primary school and secondary school. everyday free food from home. hehe. maybe saturday morning go renew uh. or later in the afternoon? heh.

y'know the best part of life right now is to sit with ur closest frens and recall the best times we shared. sec sch is the best i must say. let me babble for awhile aite..

kental per rambot kau? haha!

start off when i was in sec 2. im the OGL for the orientation camp and hairi is the sub-comm. we sleep together and tat is good. but guess what, while i was talking to him telling him the fun i had for the second day of camp, he slept.

faqih: hari ni gerek seh. *total silent* hairi? hairi?

hairi: *snores*

cool shit!

remember this azri? super random.

and i remember azri dropped hairi's xbox. confident angkat kotak. tahu2 jatuh dari bawah kotak. terbobos! haha! sedih per geng.. =) oh, i remember lifting the challenge shield with azri and ended up hitting his face. sorry eh. just too excited. haha.

dun remind me of ismail. we can talk crap all day and never get tired of it. i remember talking abt azri in ncc camp and had a good laugh about it. seriously forgot the whole story but i remember saying "look at azri. what does he have?" haha! it was meant to be a joke. tkmo sedih eh. hehe.

endau rompin. rafting!

dining in!

i miss NCC. those cadet days. lots of achievement. overall best cadet in sec 2 camp, best in bravo company during spec course in sec 3. get highest for sea spec course for theory. all those friends i made, all those laughs. from camp feast to spec course to senior spec course to national camp to camp pinnacle to 54th cadet officer course.

that is mine. except that it is still my staff sergeant rank. i was a master sergeant but didnt have the chance to wear it. O levels mahh....

im done! take care people!

a step too late.

2010-01-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

i thought my pace was just right. planning every move with caution. but i was a step too late. maybe not a step. a couple of steps. and that is when i said "Maybe my time isn't yet near me. This game is all about patience and dreams are useless. Reality decides your fate."

a quote i made myself. and i find it very true. of course, i will find it if its true. who in the world will go around making quotes without believing in it. i looked back, i looked forward. forward is the only way. and along the way, i'll meet a diversion. a path will lead to the right way, another path will lead to where i started and another path will lead to the wrong way. which way will i take? that is for the future to tell the story.

and at last, ive finished my proposal for basketball. that means less pressure for me. hoping that the proposal will be approved as soon as possible. and then, i can make my preparations. hopefully, the event will be a successful one. its my first event btw.

and ive been spending the day singing to wonderful songs. and i just cant stop. "dont stop, make it pop. DJ blow my speakers up.." okay. dot dot dot.

and i got new nike socks. the one with the shoe design. cost me $15.90. all of a sudden, my wishlist for this year starts popping up immediately. here i go:..:

1) an oakley sunglasses

2) a spain jersey

3) a new shoe

4) some shirts and pants

5) a new bag

6) yellow nike superfly

i'll start off with the spain jersey and shoe. tat means, i need a job and also, save my pocket money at the same time. im gonna resume my work at hyatt hotel once more. dishwasher. sounds bad, but the pay is good. working on weekends can earn me up to 200 bucks. if you work long hours.

i need a haircut. but before that, i need to find some cool-shit hairstyles to follow. i wanna try something new.

im gonna rest.

takecare.

Improvement a must.

2010-01-04T02:03:00.002+08:00

There wasnt any match yesterday. That is perfectly fine since there is training. At least, a day well spent. Oh! Lab report done and I'm so relieved.

And I just found out coach's plan for this year. To make, two teams. Team A, consisting of those performing players and Team B, consisting of those who needs to improve and prove to coach what they are made of. And I'm gonna work my ass off to make it to Team A. Because Sanziro will be spending this year in Sunsports league before going for FAS-registered league. I'm not sure which league but its under FAS. First thing to do, improve stamina like a horse. That means, cutting down on ciggs and eventually quit smoking. Secondly, improve my individual skills before improving my idea of playing it intelligently. I'm gonna need help for that and I'll turn to my father for help.

Man Utd is out of FA Cup. *smacks forehead*

Now, I'm gonna sleep.

School is back~

holidays are ending.

2009-12-30T18:19:00.002+08:00

Damn! Holidays are ending. And I've been spending my days the same. Y'know, rot at home, on the lappy, staring into blank space. Well, not all of the days. Yesterday was different.

Went to town to catch Avatar. Oh! With Zawani. Planned to catch Avatar in 3D but it was full. Things wasn't on our side huh. So, we watched it not in 3D. Had dinner at Banquet @ Causeway Point before walking her home. That was yesterday.

Woke up at 3pm today coz i spent the night playing games such as Checkers, Reversi and Tic Tac Toe with Zawani. Super random uh.

So, today is the same as what it is 2 days ago. Rotting at home. -.-

I got 2 donuts beside me, an empty cup of Chocolate Oreo ice blended and currently waiting for my Tau Suan. I shall just keep eating while I still can. Its so boring.

Oh! Man Utd vs Wigan at 4am tomorrow morning. Will be catching that.

& i got a new resolution for this upcoming new year. and that is NOT TO HAVE ANY GOALS. Its a simple way to look at life. See, if I have a goal and I don't achieve it, it will be very disappointing, isn't it? and if i don't have any goals but I achieve great things by going with the flow of my life, it will give me a great deal of satisfaction. In conclusion, I'm not setting any goals. I'm living life on a daily basis (which everyone does) and I will make full use of the days I'm living. & that will start on 2010. For the rest of 2009, I'll just be lazy. Hehe.

Take care people.

picnic!

2009-12-26T01:53:00.003+08:00

These are the people I love. The kind that whenever I'm with them, all i have to do is to smile and laugh. They are the type that can create something out of nothing. & that is why we had lots of fun at ECP even though it wasn't properly planned.

playing truth or dare..
and some random stuff. you guys don't mind seeing me on top of azri like that, do you? it was just for fun. not that FUN. mind you.
and the crazy guys..
with the crazy girls..
and the crazy driver. =) just kidding. I'm a safe hot-headed driver. chill! Hehe.

This sunday, Sanziro against E.D.S. I wanna kick their ass and have revenge. *wink*

and F30i was a pain. The first few minutes of wearing it was like a torture because it squeezed my feet like no one's business. it was damn painful. it took time to get used to it. i hope, this Sunday won't be a problem. I have to score against them. Aiming for 2 goals.

This weekend will be a busy one for me.

Taking care..

finally..

2009-12-21T19:46:00.005+08:00

sorry for not updating. been busy with my own stuff lately. basically, first week of holidays suck to the core coz of meetings at school. this is the second week and i really wanna enjoy it as much as i can. there wasnt any match or training with Sanziro last weekend. & i must say it is boring. but i spent my saturday morning playing street soccer with my Ace Upgradez. seriously, one goal in 3 games? that sucks.

scoring my 5th goal for Sanziro. im the second guy (jumping) wearing white from the left.

celebrating my 6th goal.. pretty sweet.

and Sanziro having fun at the pool. oh! There is a reason why we are at THAT corner of the pool. see that girl in white at the back? You know, i know. Shh..

and this movie is AWESOME! i love it.

till then.

F30i

2009-12-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah! F30i. Got it. Sleek as ever. Green like never.

Proper update to come soon. I'm super duper lazy.

I wanna play FM10 now. I'm like obsessed with Messi. Something about him is different. Hmm..

Adios.

Taking care~

the party has just started..

2009-12-11T16:58:00.005+08:00

exams are over!! and i swear all i did was to study for a few hrs for each module. lets start off with Electronics. i started study for it 9 hrs before the paper. As for Ship Stability, i studied for only 4 hours. MEK II, 5hrs.. and lastly, Engineering Mechanics, just 2 hours. Planned to wake up at 3am just to study but ended up sleeping like a pig till 6. -.- & by then, it was time for me to go to school. so, pretty effed up i must say.

and i still managed to window shop yesterday instead of studying for my Engineering Mechanics. Mom is gonna buy me a new pair of boots to replace my gonna-effed-up Vapor IV. i thought of getting the blue Superfly but to think back, there's no point in getting another one of the same kind which i already had. so, i've decided on Adidas F30i. Adidas for a change.

that's the one. the green one. haha. you can't separate me from beautiful green stuff. gonna get those boots next tuesday. oh! plus the green shin pads. =)

and guess what i saw yesterday at Peninsular.. An orange Nissan Skyline GT-R. its a beauty.

must action abit uh. =)

and since today was the last day of exam, i ate double than what i usually eat for breakfast. Nasi Lemak, extra serving @ Foodcourt 1. just 3 bucks. and Fydoreeza havent take any trademark picture since months ago. So......

Tadaa!

Met up with Hairi and we had this Karage Chicken from Lerk Thai. I swear its very delicious.

and im gonna spend the night at Hairi's house today. a great way to start the holidays.

i'm a happy man now.

eagerly waiting for my F30i. wee~~

we kick ass!

2009-11-23T22:32:00.004+08:00

I told you this team kicks ass!

We won against Devilskop! During our first friendly match with them, they won 1-0. And im pretty sure that yesterday, they came down to the field feeling confident that they can beat this underdog team. Well, it was proven by the scoreline that we are not underdogs.

Sanziro FC 4-1 Devilskop

Im gonna describe how the goals were scored. scorers were alif, faqih (me), sulaiman and aniq.

Im still elated by the way i scored. i can still smile recalling the moments.

okay, first goal, khai sent a long ball from the left side of the pitch into the penalty box. alif and man was somehow have some misunderstanding bumping into each other, and all of a sudden alif scored out of nowhere. that was the first one.

alif got injured, i came into the scene. my first touch, precise control and pass back to khai. and moments after passing the ball, i got tackled from the back. no problem. just a tackle. we got a freekick near the centre line on the right side. i went to the far post. i guess defenders werent bothered to mark me since im short. they think i cant score from a header. a sweet ball from khai to the farpost, all jumped but i didnt. all those who jumped missed the ball. sweet~ the ball went straight to me and i headed home the second goal. who said a short player cant score a header? the golden moment for me. went to Kak Ayu to tell her that that goal was for her. =)

second half, we came back with the score 2-0. so, third goal.. sulaiman wanted to gave a lob pass to wan i supposed. but it was too powerful and it went to the back of the net instead. didnt expect it at all. it was a great feeling for the team to be leading 3-0.

4th goal.. corner kick, nt cleared by the opponents. aniq took the chance and headed in. their keeper tried to clear it but it has crossed the line. 4th goal given.

thats the way 4 goals were scored. pretty cool, pretty sweet. awesome day!

i didnt mind coach benched me. he knows best how i play, and im sure he wanted to use me in the second half as a bulldog, tearing the defence apart, speeding towards high balls on the counter attack. but alif got injured, i played in the first half. with a goal, thats pretty great for my weekend. i must say khai was awesome. he won the ball, controlled the ball, sending in great passes to the forwards. wan was being tough tackling here and there. everyone performed well. even the defense line was superb. and when we got attacked, the whole team went back down to support the defense. its a play that coach wanted us to play since months ago. whole team go up, whole team go down. except the keeper! =)

and there's no match this week. so, next week will be the other awesome weekend. gonna kick ass again.

Sanziro all the way.

now i got a goal tally of 5 goals. 4 from a friendly match, 1 from a league.

im gonna work my ass off to increase the numbers. i wanna tell people what im capable of. i got the support from lots of people.

take care people.

It ends tonight.

2009-11-21T01:08:00.002+08:00

Now, you can have your say. All I'm doing right now is just to be a Sanziro player, a striker and the club's top goal scorer. I'm doing my business and I shall nt interfere with your life anymore. Finally, someone knocked sense into me and I'm awake. I wanna have fun with friends and I want fun to revolve around me.

Just came home. Fetched elder sis at AMK. drove there. feels good to drive again. well, my feet is itching to drive everytime. I will only be able to drive without that much restriction once my dad send his car for servicing and after he put my name into the insurance thingy. =)

I still haven't packed for tomorrow's training. Initially, I didnt want to go after all these shits. But Kak Yu told me to just go and carry out my responsibilities as a player and that's it. So, i trust her, I'm gonna do that. like mind my own business. that's exactly what im gonna do.

Now, at least, i can see a meaning to life. Its all about FUN. Its time to get all hype up every second in life. pranks, jokes, laughters.. anything! shoot it!

so, im gonna pack now and rest.

oh, i finished my ice blast. =(

tc ppl.

when i see that there is no meaning to life.

2009-11-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

my life is pretty fucked up right nw. seriously. and i hate it so much. all i ever wanted to do was to make things rite but problem comes one after another. it is very irritating.

and as i understood, there are things going on at my back. i dun even know what the whole story is but i know it concerns me. pretty fucked up right?

and rite nw, i dun feel like facing anyone. nt even those who are close to me. i just wish i'm somewhere isolated away from everyone. things are going to a point where i cant take it anymore. thus, i dun see a meaning to life. i admit i tell ppl that there's more to life. it is true, isn't it? but there's nothing more to MY life. i got no one to turn to, no one to talk to. expect me to talk to my own reflection in the mirror? ass.

somehow, im nt looking forward to this weekend except my training and my match. that's it. i just wanna do my things and get lost.

im left with one more stick of ice blast. sigh. i had 3 alrdy today.

rite nw, im in my bed, updating this blog thru my omnia pro.

i hate life! for once, im gonna make everything right in anyway i can. i wanna make sure i lead my happy life again.

at this point of time, all i wanna do is to be with my "matrep" frens. they aren't matrep. its just a name i call them. they are hairi, azri, badron, ismail, zubair, syafiq, ihsan. when they are around, im on a rollercoaster ride. full of happiness, no worries. and thats when i miss my sec sch days.

i shall just fuck off from everyone's lives for nw.

tc.

Get lost!

2009-11-08T07:31:00.001+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY MOODLESS.

ARGH!

FULL OF ANGER AND I HATE IT SO MUCH. BECAUSE I HAVE POOR ANGER MANAGEMENT.

#^%#%*&)(*!@#%$!!!!

nothing changes.

2009-11-07T11:35:00.002+08:00

seriously, nothing is changing even if the fact that i am not myself these days.

nothing can describe what had happened. a feeling of regrets, sad, angry, jealous, happy is filling me up till one point where i just wanna let it all out. i shouted as loud as i could in the car at 1am just now before driving off to a coffee shop and my family wasn't in the car yet. but still, that is not enough for me. i still find a need to let it more of it out. shout, berserk, anything.

and its rare to find me awake now at 11.40 am on a saturday even though i slept at 4.30 am just now. really rare, damn it. truth is, i cant sleep. my sleep wasn't a peaceful one. i sleep, woke up, check phone, no text, sleep, woke up, check phone and the cycle goes on and on till 11.40 am. i was waiting for someone's text but it never came. feeling being ignored? maybe yes, maybe no.

thanks to seri for listening to me. a friend in need is a friend indeed. i appreciate all the things you text. and thanks to Love, for trying to cool me down. but i told you Love, there is only one way i will sure cool down. ;) sorry Love when i said "i wish that i will sleep and never wake up." didnt mean that at all. i just wanted to get rid of the unwanted stuff as quick as possible.

training later at 4pm. gonna drive there. take a spin. and my mind is at the right place. i wont be able to concentrate on training later. too much things running in my mind.

and so nothing changes. nothing. i am still me. and this is my world.

To cut or not?

2009-11-05T00:43:00.002+08:00

I just got a reminder from the workshop ALIEN to get a haircut.

DAMN! You expect me to lose 69 bucks and cut my rebonded hair? Hell no!

Okay. I will find ways to hide it and that includes putting my sideburn behind my ears which makes me look kental! -.- my fringe, wax! back hair, ignore.

ALIEN, get lost!

Vrooooom!

2009-11-04T00:32:00.004+08:00

School was rather okay. School is school. Lessons are boring, friends are fun. Enough said.

Dad fetched me from school and we fetch Mom. Fetch Sis. And I drove to Bukit Panjang to deliver the news that I passed my TP to my aunt.

Then, went to Love's house. Had some talk and laughs. And I watched a trailer of this movie. Love was cute back then. =) I know, you know.. Right bi? Haha. Thanks to your Mama for welcoming eh. I love whatever she said about me.

*kembang*

Love.

Had a couple of spin with Dad's car. He showed me how to get to places. Yeah, I admit that I'm nt that good knowing those Expressways in Singapore. I know there's 9 of them and that is enough to get me thinking for a long time.

I got no plans tomorrow but I wanna meet Love. You want?

*yawn*

I seriously need to sleep.

But I don't want.

Takecare.

Bye BBDC.

2009-11-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

10 points!

Firstly, thanks to my parents for sponsoring me to get my license. I love them loads. =)

Secondly, thanks to my siblings, cousins, aunties, uncles and other relatives for the wish that they gave me weeks ago.

Thirdly, thanks to my Love for wishing my good luck over and over again. I'm the one taking the TP test but she's the one feeling really nervous.

Fourthly, thanks to my friends for those good luck wishes.

Mom is going to give me 100 bucks. 50 for my license, 50 as a reward.

Duit minyak lepas uh nie..

And I think there's no point hiding her from my friends. Everyone knows about it already. So, truth revealed.

Take care!

Ready, Set, Go!

2009-11-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

Went to Indahnian Bridal shop in the noon to take my charger.

Spent some good time with her.

& I went for my practical at 4pm.

TP TEST TOMORROW!

Anxious.

Nervous.

I need to chill.

Hopefully tomorrow is a good day.

I got plans if I pass. I'm gonna drive to some people's house to thank them. =)

ily.

Green.

2009-11-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

Training was good. In the rain. But the best thing is that, I enjoyed that moment after training. Hee!

I visited my uncle in the hospital. Alexander Hospital. He underwent an operation. I got 2 videos of it. He sent it to my phone. I'll upload it on Facebook.

& dinner was great. Camwhore luh..

Green is the colour.
=p
The hair I love.
This pose. How? Nice?

I'm waiting for Man Utd match to start. Sure I'm gonna sleep late.

Take care people.

The First.

Sneak preview of chalet pictures.

2009-10-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

Just a sneak preview. More pictures coming on facebook. Not my FB definitely.

Pictures stolen for Love's blog.

The gerek people.
Triple F; Farid, Faqih, Fairuz.
Funtime.
That's me. Taken.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Today was great. After school, I went to Coach's bridal shop. Intention was to spend time with her. It was great. Laugh, eat, laugh, eat. Hairi and Isaac tagged along.

I'm cutting the story short. To summarize everything, I shall say today was better than yesterday definitely. WAYYYY better..!

Take care people.

you'll do fine tomorrow.

Those bangla days.

2009-10-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, school was fine. I wore my boiler suit from home. I was super lazy to bring it to school. I dun wanna carry a heavy bag. Last lesson was MEK II (Marine Engineering Knowledge). It was fun. We learnt about the control system.

This computer is so cool. Complicated but cool.

Today, I skipped my first lesson. I was tired and my knees were unfriendly to me. I just attended my workshop. Another bangla job. -.-

We had to dismantle a valve, replace the gasket and packings and then, put it back altogether. My partner was Fathi. We had a hard time during assembling all the parts together. The threads of the screws was so effed up. Seriously effed up! But we did it using our own way. Right or wrong, that is another story. All we wanted to do was to assemble it back and go home. =)

The valve I was assigned to. A gate valve.

After dismantling it. Quite messy and that's when everything got screwed.

& I'm assembling it back altogether.

I went home with my knees in pain. Seriously, I can't take it.

I went to see the doc just now to get something to heal it. I got a tube of cream. And I'm forcing myself to go school tomorrow because I don't want to rot at home.

That's all.

Taking care.

*wink*

Scored!

2009-10-26T01:19:00.003+08:00

League match won 3-0. Walkover uh. Opponent didnt turn up. But we had a friendly against SMS FC. again! but this time, we did better. 1-1 is the scoreline. They scored a penalty in the first half. I got the equaliser in the 2nd half. just a flick, shoot, ball curls, into the net at the farpost. Remember how Kiko Macheda scored the winner against Aston Villa last season? It was similar.

Celebrated by sliding. Now, bruises on both knees. I promise i wont slide again. Need to think of a better celebration.

that goal is for you.

Then, went to visit Atok at TTSH. He can barely recognise me. But its okay.I understand. He is over 90 years of age.

Back to Coach's hse to watch Man Utd against Liverpool. A disappointment. But its okay. The weekend ended greatly.

Tat is you.
Tat is me.

We both scored. Soon, we will be sweet.

Take care people.

Jiwe luh babe!

2009-10-24T00:15:00.006+08:00

somehow, Fydoreeza was very jiwe-core today. everything wasnt planned. see.. great minds think alike. haha.
black top with faded jeans. how now brown cow?

more pics below. syikeen took pics of us using the burst mode. haha.

Those were the first 4 pictures. you can see tat fariq's and my facial expression didnt change. we didnt know syikeen was taking in burst mode. and syikeen didnt even know tat she had accidentally switched the burst mode. -.- haha!

proper burst mode below.

fairul's face is epic. haha.

the shirt i bought a day before school reopened.

a preview snapshot inside the changing room.

and i just got my picture from hin's phone. taken during chalet.

wee~

and i just returned from coach's house. it is great! i love every minute of it.

take care people.

loved.

Pics to come.

2009-10-22T00:46:00.002+08:00

Currently, I'm waiting for pictures of chalet with Sanziro FC.

Soon, I will get it.

For now, I won't update much since life has been as per normal.

Chalet was fun. Holidays were awesome. I'm enjoying life.

I wanna watch Champions League now.

Take care.

& I'm telling myself that I don't mind.

SMAC raya, keyboard and durian

2009-10-14T16:42:00.005+08:00

few days ago, i went out for Raya outing with SMAC family.

About 29 people in 4 cars and 1 bike. wonder how we do it? well, about 7 in a car.. 1 or 2 in the boot/trunk of the cars. it was awesome. we did the impossible. and we had lots of fun, i must say.

the next day, Sanziro FC vs Bosch FC. we won!! 1-0. i'm very impressed with the way we played. we gave our opponents trouble.

the winning team below.

let me introduce them to you.

standing (L-R):

wan mabok, fameel, isaac, farid, faqih, sulaiman, fairuz, amirul, khai, syaz, fadli, zool

sitting (L-R):

yazin, din, alfiyan, hin, salleh, aniq, wan, fairul, hairi

thanks to our supporters who came down to watch us play. some of the players were nt present. they are ilyas, duwi, nizam, hambali.

alright. done with Sanziro FC.

last night, i went to meet rahim to eat at the nearby coffee shop. we had roti john and then we did the most random thing ever.

we bought DURIANS!

freshly peeled durians. enjoy!

im done for now.

tc ppl.

Pictures @ ICE Camp.

2009-10-09T22:14:00.004+08:00

Pictures below are the only photos I took during the camp. Not much of camwhoring because I was just an unofficial helper and I didn't really help. I just went there to get out of boredom.

I spent most of the night with Hydher's car. I drove around school and even gave Sufea, Eejaa, Idros and Fairul some fun. The camp was average. The fun was awesome.

& I did helped out for nightwalk by becoming a ghost.

The handsome ghost. The ghost just had his haircut.

And pictures below are taken after break camp.

Siti Sufea & Faqih
Again.
Sufea, Rahim, Faqih, Haikal.
Haikal is too big to fit inside this picture. Bungkus sudaa!
Idros joins in.
Followed by Reezal.

I reached home, sleep and drool-ed.

Done! =)

energy drained out.

2009-10-09T20:40:00.002+08:00

I swear I'm still effing tired even though I just woke up from my 5-hr nap.

And I promise that I will do a proper update for my blog when I got the pictures from Sufea.

For now, all I need is a rest.

Might want to check out on my Multiply.

Take care.

Pictures of Raya '09 (II)

2009-10-05T22:04:00.004+08:00

Pictures taken last Saturday from Hairi's and Azri's cameras. Not in order and I'm posting those I like.

Muhammad Faqih Bin Mohamed Rais.
Indie band wannabe. Haha!
=p
Nadz ft. Azza ft. Badron ft. Syafiq ft. Faqih ft. Ismail
The people I call my "MatReps".
Anak Jufri and Anak Rais.
Cool picture ever.

I'm still waiting for pictures from Fifi's camera. That will need some time due to her busy schedule.

That's it.

Pictures of Raya '09

2009-10-04T17:50:00.004+08:00

Pictures are from Fana's camera, and Mira's DSLR.

and it is not in order.

At my house, sweating like mad.
Stop it eh Haziqah.
One of the boys who rebond-ed their hair. Hairi and Fiqah.
Another 2 more. Me and Syafiq.
Planners of the outing.
Lastly, a group photo. Almost reaching 30 people.

I noticed that we always have Raya outing in a very large group compared to others which consists mostly in the range of 10 to 15. Hardcore!

8 houses, much fun.

I love it.

And i'm waiting for pictures from Hairi's, Azri's and Fifi's cameras.

More to come.

Beautiful.

2009-10-02T11:25:00.002+08:00

At last, I've completed every requirement for my driving test. I had my last lesson just now and completed stage 5.1.

So, next stop will be just revision before facing the big day. I'll be skipping school just for that. 2nd Nov at 8 am will be my last revision. At 2.45, I will report to BBDC for my TP. And soon after, I'll be either happy or disappointed depending on my results. I'm hopeful to be a happy man. =)

I got work later on at 5 @ Marina Barrage. Thanks to Rahim for asking me to work. 40 bucks coming in just like that. *snaps finger*

I can't wait for tomorrow. Hari Raya outing with secondary school friends. And most probably, I will still go for my soccer training at 8am. I wanna get over and done with tomorrow's beep test. Pass the test, I can play on Sunday. I wanna score again, win the match for the team.

I'm done here.

Taking care~

Are you ready....?

2009-09-30T20:18:00.003+08:00

Practical was definitely great. I've got the thumbs up from the Instructor. He said that I'm very stable and very ready for TP. It's so good to hear it. I'm very ready! Wee~

I went home frowning because of the sun, but when I saw this kid in a bus, she left me smiling. That kid has down syndrome and the bus happened to pass by me. I looked at her with the frowning face of mine, but all she did was to smile at me. I didn't mean to frown at her. Its because of the weather. But after seeing her smile, somehow, the sun isn't hot anymore. The weather was perfect and I continued my way home with a smile on my face. Certainly, it touched my heart.

Basically, I spent my time at home sleeping. I just woke up.

Take care.

eh Jannah! Your picture. can?

Phobia 2.

2009-09-29T21:39:00.005+08:00

I swear Phobia 2 is good. I watched it with Badron, Fana, Haziqah, Ari and Jannah @ cwp. From the starting of the movie, Badron and I felt as if our balls were squeezed by someone. We were terrified uh. Movie started, I'm sitting up straight. Movie ended, I'm slouching shivering. Haha!

And Badron complaint that there's so many " kap kap ". Haha! And in the cinema we went, " Kap, mug, bowl, fork, spoon " with the Thai accent. Then, there was one scene where there is this hot girl, in our opinions that is, and I asked " Ini entah Kap (cup) aper. " and HAHA!

The last part of the movie was funny. I love it. Haha!

And after that, it is all about lepak-ing.

Faqih feat. Badron feat. Fana

We went to Treehaus and play ' catching ', 'pepsi cola 1,2,3 ' and ' ice and water '. =)

Koko Krunch McFlurry
The boys act cute just like the girls did.

Take care people.

& oh! Multiply re-activated. The link is below.

random thoughts.

2009-09-27T01:25:00.003+08:00

random picture.

and...

random thoughts is what i'm having.

its about relationship. i got friends committed to relationship right now and i'm happy for each one of them although thinking of some of them could be quite a pain.

i have different views of being in a relationship. sometimes it is a rainbow and sometimes it sucks. and sometimes it is worst.

i'm just chilling through the night. with a handful of thoughts in my head. i need to know what is right. or i'm as good as dead.

i look forward to discover. looking back at times just to regret. the next step is to recover. and that is by forgive and forget.

at times, before going to bed, i use to be in my fantasy land. imagining things and wishing that things are different from the way they are right now. but halfway through my fantasy, i made an abrupt end and will go "fuck! its only a fantasy. what a waste of my time." no doubt being in my fantasy land is quite stress-releasing. but to think of it twice, it is really a waste of my time. and so, i went to sleep.

the best thing about holiday is that everyday is one day lesser to my TP. i'm really eager to face it as soon as possible. i'm feeling confident. in my opinion, i've made a tremendous progress in terms of my safety awareness. i used to suck at it but now, i'm just like any other driver. a safe driver. then, if i got my license on 2nd Nov, going out won't be a problem anymore. 30 bucks, name the place, give me an hr, i'll be there Insya'Allah. =)

and Man Utd won 2-0 against Stoke City at the Britania Stadium. I'm so happy with how Giggs performed. Nani wasnt so promising. i can't say much about him but currently, he sucks. sorry for such word but i couldn't think of anymore suitable verbs.

and that's it.

tc ppl.

errr... a day wasted.

2009-09-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

seriously. i wasted a day. today.

woke up at 5 and left home at 6 in the morning. reached Lavender and found out my pass is STILL not ready. so, can't start work. Shahreezal and I had to wait for a phonecall. damn!

we went to Shahree's place. movies, food, sleep. that's all we do. i went home at 5.45pm. walked to Bukit Batok MRT, reached home at about 7. and here I am. still waiting for a call.

gundu.

i've slept too much.

no job = headache. got a job = headache. stoopid.

done for now.

Pictures @ ECP

2009-09-24T11:09:00.002+08:00

time for pics taken yesterday. and i'm only posting those i like.

that's me obviously wearing 2 layers of shirt because it was freaking cold. i dunno how Azza tahan with her tak-cukup-kain shorts. hehe. and i forgot to take my 2nd shirt off after bowling and as a result, i was sweating like mad pig. seriously.

Faqih ft. Azza
playing table top soccer. saya menang! tat's when i started sweating like mad pig wearing 2 shirts. main bola kat padang berpeluh, reasonable. main table top sampai berpeluh, sewel per? haha.
Jahanams ft. Ari, the cameraman.
i swear that Iqah G was heavy. angkat tali pon mintak ampun.

Faqih Ace. haha!
i underestimated her weight. BERAT JUGAK OI!
pit stop. ice cream!

that's it. i'll post more if i find nice ones later on.

woots~

money well spent for fun with friends.

2009-09-23T22:22:00.006+08:00

Hari Raya pictures below.

Family with Nenek.
purpurr.. as in purple.
with my sisters. my height caused me not to get money from my abg sedare. my elder sis is working and she got a packet, and i don't. not fair.
after asking forgiveness and get money from parents and Nenek, this is what i do. check how much i get uh!
the cousins but baby haider isnt in the picture. he was crying because he wanted milk.

2nd day.
the minah kepo.
the Kamit family. but Nenek and Datok isn't here. and featuring 2 Honda Fit, 1 Nissan Latio, 1 Hyundai Verna and 1 Suzuki Swift. 5 cars, 1 big family, many houses, much money!

and when i arrived at my Wak Mimah's house, Bibik gave up on parking her car (Swift) because she didnt drive for a long time. so, i got the chance to do so. happy!

and today! i went out with Fana, Azza, Jannah, Haziqah, Ari and Badron. we went to ECP. play bowling and the winner is....... FAQIH! standard uh. klau score tk cecah 100, tak sah. then, cycling for 2 hrs. all of us rented doubles. Azza left for airport by then. so, Haziqah with Ari (the lincah ones), Badron with Jannah (the forever accident) and Faqih with Fana (the guy who talk alone and the girl who just listened). thanks eh..

and we planned for another gathering for all budak Melayus at the end of the year. a simple BBQ gathering and overnight for those who want. I WANT TO OVERNIGHT! =) and Insya Allah, if i got my license by then, i got no problem driving there. hehe.

OH! bus ride home was a nuisance. an irritating bus driver and a crazy drunk passenger. i have a video of that mad man and will put it up on my blog and FB soon. pictures, its with Kakak Jaja aka Azza and Kakak Nana aka Fana. Badron is Abang MyBoyLollipop, Jannah is Nana Tanjung and I am Abang Faq. classic eh.

okay. too much blabbering.

driving practical tomorrow and i'm off.

tc ppl.

selamat hari raya!

2009-09-20T11:11:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

tired..

2009-09-19T15:37:00.003+08:00

oh yeah people. i didnt update yesterday. i was tired making ketupat with Dad. i learnt how to make it in 5 mins and then, i sat at one corner of the house making ketupat while Dad went out with Mom.

and earlier yesterday, i had my hair rebond. wee~.. im loving it. and i swear i culd have fallen asleep in the salon. i saw my reflection in the mirror and realised i got eyebags. big one!

and i just finished cleaning my room completely. my room is ready for Hari Raya. and so am I.

tats it. i wanna do my own things now.

tc.

room cleaning service~

2009-09-16T17:55:00.004+08:00

so, i spent my time yesterday cleaning up my room and make it look better. i woke up at 1.30pm and straightaway clean my room without bathing first. haha. coz i wanna sweat first, and then bathe. much better right?

this was my old bedroom layout.

my bed and table there.

my shoerack and bicycle there with bags and clothes.

and...

this was halfway through cleaning my room.

and after about 3 hrs..

my bed is beside the window and my table has been shifted.

bike, weights, shoerack.. one corner.

i still got stuff to get rid off. im thinking of getting rid of my good-for-nothing bike. tat isnt my bike. my bike got stolen a year ago. tat red bike which is in my room currently, sucks alot. even though it has suspension, but its rusty. my mom's fren gave me tat bike. it was her old bike.. yeah. so, i got a 2nd hand one.. or 3rd hand? haha.

im gonna collect money and get a new bike. a good one which can bring me to woodlands. hehe.

oh, just above my table.. i got this shelf where i put my frames and pics on it. i like it so much.

tat big frame is a pic of me and the Captain of the Superstar Aquarius cruise.

beside it is a pic of me with 2 hot chicks from the Aquarius.

and on the right is a pic of me with its mascot.

on the middle frame is some neoprints i took with Mary about a year ago. we went out for lunch and walk around Bugis.

so, at the bottom of the rack on the left, is my sec 1 picture with ncc mates. it was the first few sessions of our kayaking lesson.

and beside is a picture of me and those who went for AKE 2006 with Mr Kwok. it was a great kayaking expedition and i will remember it for life.

beside it is a pic with me and soccer bros taken last yr during dan's engagement.

and lastly, that drawing of Monk-Qih (monkey) drawn by Badron during MT lesson in sec 3. i was bald and he drew tat for me.

and i spent the whole night trying to figure out ways to watch Champions League live on the web. SCV doesnt broadcast Champions League, only MioTV. SUCKS! stoopid MioTV. give us a headache siaa.. yeah, i got to watch it but the quality isnt good and it keeps hanging. and i missed watching Scholes score. kencing manis!

and after tat, sahur.. and i bathed at 5am.

right after bathing. prepared to go to bed.

tats it. my day.

wee~

what a loser..

2009-09-15T02:57:00.004+08:00

above video shows the dirty side of Kanye West. humiliating Taylor Swift LIVE on tv. what a rude thing to do. and his actions drag his reputation down the drain.. im thinking whether he is stupid or "heartless".

and i found out he apologised on his blog. wtf?! he got the balls to embarrassed Taylor on stage in front of thousands of viewers, and he got no balls to apologize by going public. damn!~ shocking.

terrible. i hate it. Taylor earned her award. let it be. was there a need to give your comments?? many people have boo-ed him. yeah.. me too. BOOO to Kanye.

loser.

blackshot eh blackshot.

2009-09-15T01:54:00.002+08:00

erul (shahreezal) and no.12 (me!) in blackshot. we just formed the partnership. fierce rite? i know. haha. i like the picture siaa.. very nice.

and just now was another buka outing with rs frens. really simple outing and a last minute one. those present were badron, azza, jannah, haziqah, ari, ihsan, nabilah, ismail, azri and zubair. but some left early due to personal reasons. but nevertheless, we got to catch up with each other.

and im still hungy! ive finished up like about 1.5 bottles of cornflakes. 1 bottle is the one mom bought at simpang renggam. and 0.5 is the one she baked yesterday. omg! i feel so guilty for eating most of it. but i cant help it. its super delicious. makes me want more and more and more!..

and when i got nothing to do at home, i took out these shirts and snap a picture of it. i think its nice.

tc ppl.

3 points pleasee..

2009-09-13T01:56:00.002+08:00

oh yeah. im hoping for a victory for Man Utd. currently, i'm watching the match; Tottenham vs Man Utd. score is 2-1 in the favour of Man Utd with Scholes sent off. uhuh, scholes, the player who can't tackle. oh! ARSEnal lost. cool siaa! i like!

anw, the family gathering just now was good. i had the chance to meet my cousins and its certainly a happy moment to see them again. my cute lil cousin is still the same kepo lil girl. haha.

wee~ Evra was showboating seconds ago. i wonder where he learnt tat. maybe he learnt it by watching C.Ronaldo executing the moves. Evra has been playing alongside Ronaldo for years. sure there's something Evra learnt from him. haha. cool uh.

i think i will be awake till sahur. no point sleeping for awhile and then wake up. i hate my sleeping time to be interupted.

so, till then.

good nite!

annoying, irritating, i kill you!

2009-09-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

wow! its saturday. finally, its the weekend! ive been looking forward to it. firstly because of the family gathering. and secondly, i dun have any driving practicals. i just realised how tiring it is to go BBDC day in day out. i really need a break, and that is why ive postponed this monday's prac to the 30th of September. i am seriously in need of a rest. so, for next week, i will be going to BBDC only on tuesday to complete my FTL 1.02.

have you ever feel a period of time where you feel confident and after hearing what people say about you directly, as in they are right beside you and talking to you, and you go demoralised. well, ive felt it throughout this week. really annoying i must say. i was just trying to perform my best. no credits, just those talks. and to hear those words are such a pain, what more to hear it over and over again.

i'm not sure what's the point of repeating it. come on..! its been planted in my head already like a seed. what else do you want me to do? force it to become a tree?? it takes time for tat seed to grow and likewise, it takes time for me to learn my mistakes. yeah.. my mistakes and i know it very well.

is it because i'm a young malay guy and you're older than me, a chinese and has the power to determine how well i will do? racism? because tat is wad i felt. ur job is to guide, not demoralise. do you guys take courses? as in, how to guide trainees. or do you think that you're a qualified person and you don't have to care what people feel? for once, you made me hate going to your place.

thats just one thing. another thing is that, ive been experiencing the same problem over and over again on the MRT. i was alighting and there's safety panels being put up on the Yishun MRT station platform. so, the space is much more constricted. and you pathetic people of Singapore (well not all, just some), still insists on going to squeeze in by the side of the doors just to get a place in the train? HELLO! the train is big and there's ample space for everyone. or is that, you people are scared that the train will close the door soon and you don't get the chance to board the train? WAKE UP! the train driver knows when to close the door. don't you realise tat sometimes the driver will stick his head out to check before closing the door? so, what are you scared of? being stuck in between the closing doors?..

such a pain in the ass. does anybody else experience such things? im sure most of you did, and you guys will be cursing while walking away from the crowd. well.. i always curse them. i made sure its loud enough for them to hear. in my opinion, they deserve to hear those curses from my sweet mouth. and i always push them out back. i stiffen my body and walked out of the door, pushing those impatient Singaporeans. well.. since they are stubborn, i got no choice.

and one more thing, when one is queing up to board the train behind those yellow lines on the floor, there will be for sure someone who will squeeze in and get in front of you before squeezing into to the train while other passengers are trying to get out. usually, it happens early in the morning and it piss me off. really.

maybe, thats how Singaporeans are born to be. at least for me, i'm not tat "kiasu". i've always been patient since patience is a virtue. i never like to rush things. i prefer it to be flowing smoothly with time and things will be perfect. you rush, you mess it up.

okay. i've been talking much. but this is my blog. got any complaints? here isnt the place to say it. keep it to yourself because i don't wanna hear shit. =)

just kidding. any opinions, put it up on my taggy. and be nice people. because i don't tolerate such harsh words. if you got harsh things to say, well eff off first. you are seriously not welcome to visit my blog.

its 1.30 am. im gonna get some rest.

sweet dreams people.

zoom zoom.

2009-09-11T16:08:00.006+08:00

what is zoom zoom? haha. its mazda. i was looking thru some mazda cars and im impressed with some. such as the mx-5 and cx-7.

this is CX-7. tough looking. great interior features. good performance. but CX-9 is actually better with audio/video input jack. imagine bringing in your Playstation, and play in the car throughout a long journey. that will be cool. and these CX-7 and CX-9 are equipped with blind spot sensor. cool? i think so.

and a MX-5. sporty looking. elegant. nice. a roadster. RX-8 seems to be common and common isnt my thing. so, im looking at MX-5. hehe.

anw, another practical completed. i had my Auto Trans lesson just nw. really boring. no clutch, no changing of gears. all i did was to play with my right leg. accelerator to brake pedal to accelerator to brake pedal and again and again. really boring. although it feels relaxed, but boring for a guy. and i will need more than the 5 remaining practical to be confident of TP. seriously. i need to improve on my safety awareness and safety actions when driving.. fuhh! if fail first time, another 300 bucks to book for the second TP. and not to forget revision practicals in between which costs 60 bucks per lesson. blurgh!

anw, friends.. wish me luck during my TP aite. weee~~

tc ppl.

deadbeat.

supercars.

2009-09-10T22:09:00.005+08:00

below are some cars which are specially made by a bangladeshi car designer and a cocky mechanic from UK. some of their cars really stunned me. the best thing is tat they don't put their design on paper. its all in the bangladeshi's head. and they start out making such cars from a piece of junk. junk as in picked out from scrapyards (severely damaged interiors) or sometimes, from a retailer; getting unwanted old cars for a reasonable price.

a pajero. its eco friendly. and i love it because its GREEN. it can run on curry oil. genius aren't they? i definitely want this and bring it for a holiday.

this is a polo. its made from 2 polos, joint together to make this surfer car. will love to own it and bring it to the beach.

or this.. a jaguar. take it for a spin. high speed. =)

currently, im watching the shows on youtube. go check it out. its called Chop Shop. really cool.

im definitely in love with the green pajero. really awesome. i wonder how much it costs. hmm... and to think of having such career, as in doing all this car mechanic stuff, will be cool.. anw, my future isn't for me to decide. the future is always unknown.

and speaking of cars, i had my driving prac just now. and i was unfortunate to get this old man as my instructor. he's giving me the nerves, making me want to explode inside the car and walked away. really irritating. a small mistake = immediate failure? you kidding me or what? i know it only cost 4 demerit points. not immediate failure. think i'm stupid old guy? you really pissed me off. and the way you raised your voice made me go haywire. fag!

but i kept cool in the car. i was fasting, so i had to keep cool. i was wishing to get the instructor i had 2 days ago. he was good. quite strict, but really knock some sense into my head.

so, you old guy, did test my patience.

toodles. =)

something good and bad.

2009-09-08T14:25:00.003+08:00

orite. this morning was magnificent. why? because i completed 3 subjects for driving prac. happy! i completed stopping and moving off on slope in circuit, vertical parking and emergency braking. tats 3.06, 3.07 and 3.08. a few more to go before i can calm myself down while waiting for TP. and if pass, i can drive up to KL this december with my family. best!

something bad.. hmm.. i was editing my previous template. i didnt realise tat ive deleted the top half of my template. all i wanted was to highlight the picture code and delete it. little did i know, i highlighted the top half. and i didnt even preview it. i saved it and viewed my blog. TOTAL MESS! damn. and i used my old template to edit. remove the pic, change the colours. and now, this is my new template. simple yet nice. to me. =)

and i bought peanuts. sugar peanuts to keep me munching throughout the night. 2 packets. $2.80. =) ive been craving for it. first packet finishing soon. hehe..

camel. =)

and since i got my peanuts, im gonna play game. while munching on it. =)

im so happy coz of peanuts.

tc ppl.

Vroom!

2009-09-07T01:31:00.003+08:00

i would like tat to be my first car. if i have the money uh.

but by the time i collect tat much money, a better car wuld be out and might as well i saved up a few more to get tat new car. haha.

orite. schedule for this week:

7/9 - BTL 1.02 @ 0950 hrs
7/9 - driving prac @ 1410 hrs
8/9 - driving prac @ 0800 hrs
9/9 - FTL 1.01 @ 0950 hrs
10/9 - driving prac @ 0800 hrs
11/9 - auto driving prac @ 0800 hrs

looks like this week is like my school week. BBDC in the morning. -.-'

current status: sleepy

i wanna eat now!

tc ppl.

a dread and some fun.

2009-09-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

today was a dread. at least from 2.30 pm to 4pm uh. really a dread. meeting time was at 2.30pm, some people came at 4. and by tat time, im already making my way to soccer training which ive been looking forward to. if i knew they will be late, i wuldnt have turn up for that thing. boring! but i did take some pics with those who were present with me. and tat was the fun i had for the outing.

and obviously, i was late for training. i reached the pitch late, along with fai, duwi and hairi. oh yeah. new member of the team. hairi. and im sure he will blend in well, and if he performs well enough in training, tat left wing spot might be his.

right now, england vs slovenia. england leading 1-0 thru lampard (penalty). im hoping for exciting goals. and i find their kit nice. im sure i wanna get a pair of that kit. white, interesting! =)

i think today's training was good. played some 11 vs 11 game for 30 mins. im glad i created 2 chances, scored 2. and i feel that there's some improvement in the gameplay. next game on the 4th october. and i want a win! oh, a minor bruise on my knee.

shall start my personal training soon! =)

tc ppl.

oh yeah. satisfaction.

2009-09-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

my savings has been splashed in just one shop on just one item. the item ive been eyeing for since the date it was launched.

the new Man Utd 09/10 Away kit. best!

and im gonna wear it tomoro to training.

i just reached home from geylang. super pack. stuffy. irritating. i hate it but enjoyed looking at chicks. =)

and today break fast with azri, hairi and ismail was simple but enjoyable. i ate nasi ayam penyet, burger ramly and takoyaki. a lot? i guess so.. im enjoying every moment after Maghrib eating like there is no tomoro.

im tired and i need sleep.

tc ppl.

my stomach, well fed.

2009-09-04T03:07:00.002+08:00

oh yeah! today's menu for break fast was best! =)

mom cooked fried rice with sweet and sour fish slice. while i made this chicken wrap which i was introduced to 2 days ago when i break fast at shahreezal's house. delicious! i had 3 of it, a plate of fried rice with the fish slices, 2 bowls of tau suan and half of the red bean bun i bought.

and while playing games and chatting, i kept munching on the oreos. those oreos were bought on the night my frens and i got freaked out. i still got 3 packets left. shall reserve them for tonight.

currently, the best thing ever is BlackShot introduced by shahreezal. best. in 2 days, im already a Sergeant. best or what?

okay. too much games. i need sleep.

takecare.

-if it is you, i will not have to think twice.-

easy.

2009-09-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

the team. not the complete squad but these are the players who played last weekend. apparently, im the shortest with the thin headband. i love the jersey. nice colour.

anw, i had my driving practical just now. i was expecting to complete only 3.04 but fortunately, ive cleared 3.05. i cleared parallel parking! =) i thought it will give me a hard time. but nahh.. its easy. so, tat will be my prac for this week. i need some break.

next practical will be about vertical parking. and if time permits, i can do slope in the circuit.. im confident about the slope. vertical parking, not so.

im tired. i want to sleep. but my eyes wont close.. damn. looks like i have to wait till 3am for my eyes to get sleepy.

tc ppl.

inspired and a dream.

2009-09-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

a place where i express myself freely.

everone has their own dream right? yeah.. i got mine. and its something which is impossible to achieve. im a small guy with a big dream.

watching inspirational movies really makes me motivated to work harder to achieve the dream. it might not come true, but at least i know ive done my best. even if i can achieve my dream, i still can look for another one.

anw, i was refering to movies like Goal and Kallang Roar. about soccer. basically, Goal inspires me to not give up in achieving my dream. it teaches me to work harder and be positive. and Kallang Roar inspires me to play with pride. be it for a club or nation, play with pride. play for the club's name and people will remember your name. and ive picked up some learning points from players.

"play for the name at the front, and people will remember the name at the back."

and Eric Cantona said, "I don't play against any particular side. I play against the idea of losing."

those 2 lines helped me alot in a sense that all i want is to win and win. thats it.

so, September league matches are cancelled. team will be reshuffled. and i hope i will still get my spot as a striker. last Sunday, i was in the starting 11 and played full game and im glad. it was a chance for me to shine and i think i did well. with a goal. scoreline isnt a matter anyway. so, that brings me to a tally of 3 goals for my club. will be looking forward to add more to the number.

so, i'm planning to jog 4km tomoro at either 5 or 6 pm. location is still unknown. but i will keep jogging for an hr at least.

tc ppl.

BBDC tomoro. =)

as fresh as it is, as scary as it was.

2009-09-01T16:02:00.002+08:00

im still thinking of that ghostly incident. i cant take my mind off it. its like, a video repeating itself in my head. and at times, i do get scared out of nothing. for example, im chatting and all of a sudden, a cold chill went down my spine. to date, its just a feeling of scare.

i went to BBDC in the morning for my driving stimulator. pretty short. feels like playing in the arcade. but the road hazards were alot indeed. i crashed 2 times. but still pass. =)

im going to shahreezal's place soon. waiting for the signal from ahmad.

i was walking to bukit gombak mrt station from BBDC just nw, and was thinking how im gonna do for my TP which will be on 2nd Nov 09. i really hope to pass it on the first attempt. i really need the license a.s.a.p. i wanna have the freedom of roaming about at my own time.

so far, ive completed up to stage 3.03. i need to complete BTL & FTL 1.02, Auto Transmission practical, and prac stage 5.01 by 28 Oct 09. im having prac tomoro. hoping to complete 3.04. and also 3.05 if time permits. and also, im gonna be having my BTL 1.01.

im tired. i wanna rest before going out later on.

spooky and freaked out.

2009-08-31T21:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday was da bomb! nt really much on the studying part but wad happened when we were studying.

location was at shahreezal's old house in yishun, blk 215. shahreezal, hydher, mat and ahmad was there. and tat includes me also. so, shahreezal was talking about wad is inside his room. simply, it is something to do with black magic. his room was locked coz theres a "tenant". nt human. something paranormal. and his house has changed a lot compared to about 6 yrs back when i stepped in into his house as a 12 yr old kid.

so, while shahreezal was telling the story, there was a loud BANG on the door and we knew it came from the locked room. and then, mat and hydher was a silhouette in the master bedroom. the room was closed but the lights were on and tat room is our "headquarters". we studied there, we lie down there. and mat was curious and asked shahreezal whether tat lady wore a kain and shahreezal replied tat he did not know anything about her appearance. and moments later, mat and hydher went to the toilet. not long after, another loud BANG. louder than the first one. but this time, it wasnt on the door. but the window in the master bedroom. there was a crack and shahreezal, ahmad and i really got shocked. a few mins passed and all of a sudden, mat was screaming and wanted to get out of the house. he claimed something scratched his back. hydher said he screamed all of a sudden. so, we checked his back, and yeah, there was 3 lines of scratches. things just got worst. mat couldnt control himself and started banging the locked room and shouting vulgarities. but we calmed him down, thank God!

i freaked out. seriously, first time to see something weird happened. oh! during our stay there, there was this fragrant smell tat appeared nowhere. you know tat smell rite ppl? the smell when something ghostly is nearby. it occured 2 times.

4am. we got out of the house and go sahur. i went home shortly afterwards. while i was walking, i recited prayers. i repeated al-fatihah more than 10 times. and i slept in my room with the lights on. i was still freaked out. my face was pale like as if i saw a ghost. i didnt see a ghost, but i just felt the presence.

spooky? yeah. it is. first time ever and its a great experience.

so, next time when you enter an empty house and there is a locked room, think about it. sure it will give you goosebumps.

now, i believe ghosts do exists.

and exams are OVVEEERRR!!! time to have fun!

something in my mind.

2009-08-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

im nt really looking for something fancy. a simple babe who can bring me anywhere i want. i found one. $4.7K. nt really sexy. its already about 17 years since it first came out. really old. a sedan.

just anything to be my first car.

but first, i need a job!

oh. i was talking about a 1992 Nissan Sunny 1.4M.

a Mitsubishi Colt 1.6M GLXI is tagged at a price of $4.95K.

but any car that i wanna own will not come any time soon. i'm not in a hurry. dad's car is available. a Hyundai Verna. =)

anyway, im also interested in Toyota Sienta. a MPV. how about that as our next car Dad? haha.

oh, i wanted a 2nd hand car so that, i can spend some time modifying it. haha. i wanna try some DIY mod.

im bored.

30 mins to go. yeah! 2-1. thanks to diaby for helping us. good own goal. its the 64th min of the game. approx about 26 more mins plus injury time. my heart stopped pumping for some time when the ARSEnal has possession.

tick tock. tick tock.

20 more mins. see. ive been blogging since the 58th minute of the game. now its the 70th minute. haha! eboue, another diver. yellow card. faggot!

tick tock. tick tock.

15 more mins. oh my God! lalalalalaa...

10 more minutes to go.. seriously. i am blogging since just now. for 22 mins already.

7 more minutes plus injury time. errrr............

5 more minutes plus injury time. berbatov coming in for giggs.

haha.. suspense. lots of it. im watching the match and at the same time, picking up how the forwards positioned themselves so that they can get the ball, get into position, a shooting position. rooney, van persie, berbatov, eduardo... there are some aspects of my game that i need to improve on if i want to contribute to my team with goals.

a minute more plus injury time. anything can happen. and nothing can happen. im hoping nothing will happen or something will happen in the favour of Man Utd. 5 mins of injury time. Man Utd controlling the game. its all in their hands now. make it or break it, their choice. aiyo!!! berba missed a chance. damn! but nice try. he made a good run forward. impressive.

WAHH!! nani missed a chance. berbatov made a good run and a good effort to hold up play. he really changed the game. why didnt he make it into the first eleven?

wow!! van persie scored! but OFFSIDE!!!! gallas was offside. arsene wenger was confident celebrating. in your face, haha!!

so, a victory for MAN UTD!! glory glory man utd!

now im done. take care people.

a rainbow in life.

2009-08-29T23:06:00.004+08:00

some of the peeps last nite. and in the end, these are those who survived all those bunga api and the smoke! =) nt smoke as in ciggs. the smoke from the bunga api.

the best group of friends i have. the rainbow in my life.

and so, crank course and 'S' course was good during driving practical. i didnt strike the kerb once. gd enuff for starters.

and after that i went home. i was supposed to meet fairul for a study "date" actually. and i actually sms-ed him this morning stating that im tired and i cant make it after my practical. i need to go home and get some sleep. but when i was on my way home, he sms-ed me asking where was i. and i wondered whether he got my msg this morning. and guess what? i actually sent the msg to the wrong person. i sent it to ahmad fikry. -.-'

so, i went home. took my maths stuff and soccer stuff. and went to bukit gombak AGAIN to meet fairul. this some revision and made my way to marsiling to return dvd to fifi and then, to training. it was good. no beep test. luckily!! FUHH..!!!

and so, match tomoro. Man Utd vs ARSEnal later.

tc ppl.

just like the old days..

2009-08-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

so, woke up in the morning for driving practical. but i checked my schedule and its at 1410 hrs. wahh! how foolish am i not to check it the night before. so, i cancelled my prac and replace it with tomoro at 0950 hrs. reason for cancelling it is that i have to meet shahreezal at 1300 hrs.

and the job interview cum briefing is rather okay. i shall be expecting 3 tiring days. 25th sept to the 27th. a week after hari raya. and that means, im not gonna play my league match for Sanziro. a loss for me, but its okay. coach will understand.

and then, went to BBDC to top up my account before meeting my sec sch friends for our break fast outing. =) i enjoyed every second. and the food i ate, pedas nye tak klaka sey. plus the sambal belacan, lidah terbakar tak bagi chance per.. fifi's face was all red. haha. then, main bunga api. haha. standard uh. we all always did that after breaking fast together.

and yeah. pics. not with me. mostly, its with bahajjajj and some sesat at fifi's camera. and along the way to MRT station when going home, we had a game of donkey. you know that donkey card stuff. primary sch kid stuff. yarr.. we played that. haha. when usually teens play poker cards, we play DONKEY cards. random. thanks to bahajjajj.

i shall rest. im tired. tc ppl.

maths. somewhat dead shit.

tick tock till zero.

2009-08-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

i spent 6hrs revising for Applied Thermo last nite with shahree. from 12 midnite till 6am. very solid.

reached sch at 1.30 and did more revision. tried to clear every doubt that i had. but some of it wasnt cleared. and as a result, i find the paper quite tough. but nvm.. im being positive and im sure it will be fine. suppose to buka puasa with those SMA peeps but since theres time for me to get home, i went home. save money. plus, i can use the money tomoro for berbuka puasa with sec sch frens. =)

tomoro, practical at 9.50am. will be doing 'S' course and crank course. if my progress is good enough, i might even get to cover directional change. =) see how it goes. driving in the circuit is so relaxing. slow and steady. =)

after that, im meeting shahreezal at dhoby ghaut for some F1 job thingy. and then, i'll be free from 2 to 5. i will be meeting my sec sch frens at 5pm at woodlands and after that, off we go. berbuka sama-sama. hehe.

i need some rest.

tc ppl.

instrumentation bungkus sudah!!

2009-08-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

woohoo! instrumentation done. and really, all i did to prepare for the paper just now was to study for 3 hours last nite with ahmad at mcD. just 3 hrs of study, and im surprised that i can complete the paper. whatever question i practiced yesterday, came out in the paper. an advantage to me? maybe.. or pure luck? haha.

so, driving practical tomoro. and then, im gonna spend some time in school studying with frens. need to stuff applied thermodynamics into my brain. ahh peace! thermodynamics is abit relaxed to me. do few practices, and im set for thursday. =) and last paper for the semestral exam will be engineering maths which falls on next monday.

and best part, this weekend, im having soccer training on saturday and league game on sunday. so, limited time to study. but im sure i can cope with it. im definitely sure. im hoping for gpa 3.0 at least. if can, 3.3 uh.. heh.

i need rest. im quite tired.

tc ppl.

oh! man utd's michael carrick for spurs? in a cash-plus-player deal? luka modric? no! i want michael carrick to stay. pleasee!

i gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night. yay!

2009-08-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

woohoo! the 5 of them made my night good. =) MANCHESTER UNITED just trashed wigan 5-0. gerek kepe?

2 goals from rooney, a goal from berbatov, another one from owen and a goal from a nani freekick. as for valencia, he did well to assist rooney achieve his 100th Man Utd goal. a great victory ive been hoping for. yeay!

training tomoro.. =) best!

and to all Muslims, selamat berpuasa!

tc ppl.

temptation.

2009-08-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

yeah.. temptation. just like last year. all i think of when i go to bazaar geylang isnt hari raya related. i think of this particular shop. the one selling jerseys. and i went there today after my practical. im eyeing the REAL MADRID HOME kit, AC MILAN HOME & AWAY kit. as for MAN UTD AWAY kit, i will go sportslink and buy it. i still need 60 more bucks. will money drop from the sky?? hmph.

i after practical, i feel shitty. why? my prepaid ran out of credit. siket punye cekik darah. mom sms-ed me that she will fetch me. i culdnt reply and so i walked and walked looking for public phone. i swear the feeling was sucky. then, mom told me to wait at esso. and so, i dragged my feet back to esso which was near BBDC. waiting for abt half an hr. i was thinking whether to just walk off and go home by myself or just wait by the road side for a few more mins. i waited and luckily, she arrived soon with dad.

ku pikirkan, dier tinggalkn ku. maklum laa, tk bleh call atau sms. kencing manis!

set off to geylang for lunch. i swear the food was delicious. one plate of rice wasnt enuff for me. after eating abt 2 plates of rice, i still eat 2 pieces of apam balik. by tat time, my stomach sudah buncit. -.-'

and bought my hari raya outfit. purple colour. i decided to buy cheap one. i will still look good. *wink*

and to all my Muslim friends, SELAMAT BERPUASA!

tc ppl.

kenape blogger tak bleh upload gmbr? kurang ajar!!

one more down.

2009-08-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

GEMs gone! best! another module down. now, i got one lesser thing to worry about. and 3 more things to worry about; instrumentation, applied thermodynamics and engineering maths. maths, OK. thermo, can pass for sure. instrumentation, kene perah otak.

went to sch for 2 hrs. with my sleepy eyes. one hr of sleep. wad do you expect? zombie early in the morning. stayed up just to watch man utd lose. effed up passing, 50-50 passes. killing team mates.

and i spent my afternoon sleeping at home before going out at 5 and went to coach's house for kenduri tahlil. it was alright. i can feel how sad they were.

anw, i got practical tomoro. and i need some rest. i aint in a mood to study tonite.

tc ppl.

-why did it struck me tonight?-

the loss of a great man.

2009-08-20T00:49:00.003+08:00

i woke up. with bad news on my handphone. Fairuz's dad passed away. Inna lillaahi wa inna ilayhi Raaji'oon. im gonna visit him tomoro with the team.

so, hearing the news somehow made me feel like just think about things. and i did. the first half of the day was spent thinking which eventually, made me fell asleep. woke up at 5.30 and just watched tv. nothing much has been done.

currently, im doing maths. really hard. the revision paper. its because i didnt had regular practice. so, im rather struggling by myself nw. but its been fine. i managed to solve all of the qns.

and last nite, videocalling sufea.....

singing for her was fair enuff..

but sleeping? errr.....

tv was boring. really. and she laughed at me. -.-'

nt everyday i sleep infront of the webcam.

tc ppl.

MMIT, bye bye!

2009-08-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

oh yeah! say bye to MMIT. its gone for good. yessaa! best part is that, i dun face any difficulties during the test just nw.

and after sch, i planned to jog with sanziro. tunggu sms syaz mcm tunggu ayam jantan bertelur. and so, i decided to go home. and lepak with my Ace frens. and played soccer. some kick about. it was fun uh. lots of inside jokes. by the time we stopped, the score was 3-3. i scored 3 for my team uh. haha. very the proud. many more goals to come for sanziro!

as you noticed, i changed my music playlist. currently hooked up with 'down' by jay sean ft lil wayne. i like the song. and to sing it, its really nice. =)

no school for me tomoro. yessaa! im gonna spend the time i have tomoro revising maths and thermo. i promise myself to complete all maths topic insya Allah. Amin.. =)

oh.. theres lots of things in my mind. but the one i think about mostly is about someone i love. its hard to see someone whom i took care of when he was a baby changed because of influence by his friends. i was hoping none of this happened but too bad. it has already happened. tears. anger. and i will bring him back to the right path. how? i dunno. im still thinking about it. currently, all i think about is to stalk him after my exams. before i sleep, he appeared in my mind. when i wake up, he appeared in my mind also. lets see how punk he can be. maybe someday, i'll show him im a bigger punk than him.

tc ppl.

the superfly duo of sanziro.

mine and fai's.

woohoo!

2009-08-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

this boots just scored 2 goals. hehe. 2 in, many more to come. =)

and during family gathering last saturday, this gem of mine put on make up. cute luh!

so, prac just now was smooth. another 2 subjects covered. best uh! next one on friday i guess. if can, this wednesday.

okay. i wanna mug now. instrumentation first! and MMIT test tomoro. chicken feet uh. haha!!

tc ppl.

more work to be done.

2009-08-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

match was cock up. suppose to meet SMS FC. but referee made our opponent versus our today's match opponent's opponent. get it? i explain. A is suppose to meet B. and C suppose to meet D. referee wasnt aware and made B vs C while A vs D which wasnt suppose to be happening.

anw, scoreline isnt a matter. we played as a team and tat is important. i scored 2 goals, fairul scored one. credits to farid for creating my first goal and to fairul for creating my second one. i was quite nervous when i was facing the keeper one-on-one. but i gather up my composure and steadily slotted in 2 goals. credits to the team. my goals was for the team. nt for myself. =)

anw, sch will be short tomoro i guess. and followed by driving prac.

oh. man utd won birmingham by 1 goal to nil. good start. great play. new players. i like. =)

im done here.

tc ppl.

banana head.

2009-08-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

PBL is driving me mad! driving a car is much more fun!!

kepala pisang!

im tired thinking of coming up with an equation related to the problem.

i need a rest. badly.

whoever invented dreamweaver is a faggot.

2009-08-13T00:22:00.002+08:00

stress luh do dreamweaver ICA. very the leceh.

okay. 7-aside soccer tournament just now. my team got 2nd. woohoo! got medal, and that is my first medal in SP. pathetic? i think it is. haha.

i just finished my dreamweaver thing. but i think there are parts that needs to be improved. and i'll do it tomoro. im tired luh. no energy. physically and mentally tired.

tc ppl.

how about if i wear another jersey tomoro to school?

practical tomoro!

chiao~

pathetic. i think so.

2009-08-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

boohoo! an uninvited unknown tagging. pathetic i guess. pity tat unknown culdnt find something to occupy his time but to tag here. not invited, thank you. welcome.

prac was okay i guess. right turn, u-turn, OVERTURN. haha. and school was so and so. tanker familiarisation test tomoro. im 50% ready for it. will revise again later on at 1.

and soccer 7-aside tomoro. oh, i havent packed!

tc ppl.

i don't think it was a bad move for me.

2009-08-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

once i thought, being friends was enuff. but i found out ive fallen for you. but God has something else for me and put a wall in front of me. it was a damn hard wall, solid than ever. i decided to cool down and i knew, being friends with you was the most i can get. i accepted that fact. yeah, i do.

but now, maybe im regretting it. i should have continued talking to you like i always did. i should have decided to spend some time with you. but i didnt. because everytime i think of you, i think of the wall, my heart aches.

time isnt with me. i gotta move on. and im glad i did. the best of luck for you aite.

so, dreamweaver is giving me a hard time. i slept at 8 just now. and woke up thinking its already 3 am. but i checked my watch and its only half past eleven. pathetic. how slow did time pass by?

good progress on dreamweaver and im sure i can complete it in no time. by this thursday, everything will be set. =)

driving prac tomoro at 1815 hrs. i meant today since it already 12.30 am. dreamweaver: 50% completed.

and im happy i spent my weekends and the holiday meaningfully. saturday was all about laughter with sanziro babes. sunday was about family time. today was about relatives time. went to my granny's at yck. and met my A. still cute as ever, even though i cant understand half of what she is talking. her mom told me tat everytime they went to facebook, A will ask her mom to click on my pictures first. haha!!

tc ppl.

G.I. Joe is awesome.

2009-08-10T00:23:00.002+08:00

G.I. Joe is cool. i like that movie. all those actions were awesome. and its like every actions ive ever imagined or dreamed of before going to bed every night. haha..

and i personally think tat Baroness is hot. *winks*

and after tat movie mania with Sanziro brothers, we had dinner at McD. and then, lepak at esplanade. share stories; about ghosts and all those cool shit ive had with my SP frens. from throwing jamming the lift to disturbing the security guard with a bag of flour mixed with *****. you know, i know. haha

i didnt really take many pics. but i think this is the nicest ive got.

fairuz, syaz, me and tat kepo makcik. haha!

tc ppl.

catch my breath!

2009-08-08T00:54:00.003+08:00

5 FAIIs are chatting together. amazing-ness!

i love the pic. bcoz the shirt is nice. ignore the man behind me. -.-

picture was taken yesterday when going home with syafizah and zee. i slept at 6pm yesterday and woke up 6am today. 12 hrs of sleep is so good! must be the weekend mood which is conquering me.

so, practical today. i think i didnt do that well. but cleared another 2 subjects. next one will be this tuesday. the car i drove was new. like really new. its condition is tip top. and even the steering wheel makes a squeaky sound. biting point hard to get. i prefer the old one. the old honda city which i usually drove.

tomoro, training and then, watch G.I. Joe with soccer mates.

sunday, an invitation from my uncle. then, family day. i was thinking of going out to study since exams are near.

monday, family gathering, dad's side. and im thinking of bringing my lappy to complete my dreamweaver and study at the same time. im seriously a dead shit if i dun start revising soon.

done.

tc ppl.

fierce!

2009-08-05T23:38:00.002+08:00

woah! fierce. ive got what i wanted. =)

Man Utd 09/10

thats 99 bucks. ive used up all the money i saved one month ago. fuhh..! delighted, excited. most probably will be wearing it tomoro to school. M size though. i couldnt find S. but M fits me nicely. for once, ive forgotten tat ive grown. mom said S seems to be too small for me. =) anw, i'll wear that kit when im going for trainings, or meet up with frens. not for walking around, go shopping. haha. so, M size will be good.

maths test tomoro. -.-' i dunno. i feel im prepared for it. but at the same time, i got a feeling things wont be easy tomoro. how? do tutorials laa! ive just completed one qn. pathetic? yeah, i know.

slept in club after school just now. seriously, it was shiok. cooling, and wrapped with sleeping bags. went home at about 4 with reezal.

haha. it took someone long enuff to realise the choc bar in my hand when checking her watch.

Nisfu Syaaban. did some Yaasin reading with family just now.

okay. seriously tired.

tc ppl.

kuyamo!!

2009-08-04T23:12:00.003+08:00

some random shits made by fameel during autoCAD. alfredo kuyamo! okay, school was a drag but i think, some things went inside my head. like finally! its like a switch to my brain and now, im more focused on revising what ive missed.

oh, fameel gave me 2 posters. a Man Utd poster and C.Ronaldo poster. well, i didnt put up the ronaldo's poster. im nt interested in him. im interested in the team.

i think its nice. i paste it by my bed.

practical was okay. managed to book another 4 pracs. which will come shortly. 200 bucks spent!

my sis getting her pay tomoro. im hoping tat she can sponsor me 20 bucks so tat i can get my Man Utd jersey. which one first? home or away?

this one first?

or this one?

im thinking of getting the away one first since the home kit is a common sighting in singapore. we'll see.

tc ppl.

no no.. i dun own any double cheeseburger.

2009-08-03T22:32:00.001+08:00

double cheeseburger is wad idros call a partner of the opposite sex. which you can say either a boyfren or a girlfren.

so, yeah.. i dun owe any and im somehow happy about it. but sometimes, gave it endless thoughts about it.

not having any double cheeseburger means i can do things freely without thinking tat i may worry someone or hurt someone. but tat means, i dun have any definite someone to talk to when im down. okay, maybe i have seri but tats because she made me promise to tell her my problems if i have any. and she has been a great help lately. so, thanks! and if i were to own any double cheeseburger, somehow, there will for sure be happiness here and there. and also nt to forget fights. fights.. tats common in every relationship, isnt it? and yes, i will for sure have my weekdays and weekends occupied spending time with double cheeseburger. haha.

but, face it. i don't own any. but i admit im looking for it. i mean, my double cheeseburger. i dun hope to find it soon. cause all im interested is to at least, settle my studies and my driving first. tats important. a girlfren will soon come. when? i dunno. if Allah has something in store for me, then, im glad. if dun have, nvm.. i cant do anything.

oh wait. im surrounded with awesome friends. and tats more than enuff. my life is coloured. with a great family and cousins, my life is accompanied by beautiful melodies. =)

somehow, this post was rather random. because i got nothing to blog, but i want to blog. so, im just spilling words tat are in my head.

driving practical tomoro, this friday and next wednesday. oh! movie outing with sanziro members this saturday after training. im so looking forward to it. at last, some gerek outing with gerek people.

second league match next weekend. im hoping to be in the starting 11. i just want to get things right. a goal tat is. i just want to prove myself that im capable of finding the back of the net outside the penalty box. so, im gonna shoot from far if i have the chances. perfect chances i mean. if no, lets play the game. pass the ball around.

ahmad fikry said this:

it is simple to play football. but the hardest part is to play simple football.

and that i agree totally! =)

tc ppl.

i want to study.

face it.

2009-08-02T19:03:00.001+08:00

went for jemputan after match. some pics.

my forever cute humairah. make up lawa tak?

pink is the code.

and i feel better after getting my hair thinned. =D

i think i forgot to blog about poly 50. didnt i? well, my team came in the 20th position. that was good enuff for us, first timers. =) im proud of my team. i will definitely choose the same team members for next year provided they want to. anw, a job well done guys!

and today was Sanziro's first league match. im proud of them even though we lost 1-0. and we are still staying strong. and we still want to improve! but i felt i culd have done better. i had 2 shots, none on target. =( but wads the point of looking back? i'll just stay positive and look forward to upcoming matches. =) oh! i got the number 12. not a nice number though, but i dun care. im playing for the name at the back of my jersey. not the number. wads the name at the back of the jersey? "SANZIRO FC".

that's mine! =)

tomoro, school! omg! its gonna be a long day. but since there is no lab tomoro, im sure school will end at 3. and good enuff, sch starts at 10 tomoro. =) so, 10 to 3. about 5 hrs of lessons. something to look forward to. i need to buck up for upcoming tests. and i still got to do my dreamweaver ICA preparation which i think i'll do it tomoro.

i'll be starting stage 2 on tuesday. =) hoping to complete 4 subjects. coz tats wad the previous instructor told me. im capable of completing the first 4 subjects during my next prac.

i think im gonna sleep late today. i wanna do some engineering maths before calling an end to my weekend.

tc ppl.

oh, this is the big lizard that jieming whack with his shoebag. apparently, it is not dead. but some foreigners caught it by its tail and neck and threw it from level 2 of T1A. kurang ajar! i wanted to put it inside girls' toilet. -.-

stage 1 at my fingertips.

2009-07-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

i've completed stage 1 of my driving practical. wad a relieved.. i can see the progress there. the instructor said i could simply pass the first 4 sunjects of stage 2 during my next practical. he said i'm already good at it. its nice to hear to such comments. i swear he is the first one to give me good remarks while driving. it makes me go easy. =)

so, tomoro is friday!! weekend mood is already here. haha. a 3.5 hrs of school tomoro. den, its all about fun. im looking forward to the weekends since theres a first league game on sunday. im hoping to win, hoping to score goals, hoping to start the season with a boost! oh.. alfiyan is not feeling good. i hope he make a quick recovery. i need someone to assist me upfront in the field. but the formation 4-5-1 will be quite good if coach know the game well. and i cant wait for a surprise. heh.. the surprise is just to find out my jersey number and the look of the kit. i hope it looks nice and cool. =)

alright.. im currently hooked to the song "never say never" by The Fray. sufea introduced it to me. thnx eh! =) and she's sending me another song. ahha.

tats it ppl.

im done.

im gonna listen to some songs.

tc.

poly50

2009-07-28T23:28:00.003+08:00

poly50 in a few hrs time. alright.. i know i shud be getting my rest now. but face it, i dun sleep early. and i aint sleepy yet. i just completed my lab report and im relieved.

lab test on 3rd of august. confirm i'll do badly. there's dreamweaver ICA to be done, maths PBL to be done. omg! confirm i'll stress out if i dun start doing it soon. but i tend to do last minute things. its wad i do best. haha..

alfiyan created a blog for sanziro fc. the link can be found on my links section. currently, its under construction. but u can view some parts of it. go to the players section and click "forwards". then, read what he wrote to describe me. its nice to read it. haha. Faqih Pendek. his genius creation of nick naming me.

memories of a cadet officer.

oh yeah. ive decided to stop serving NCC. its not that i hate NCC. but its just that i culdnt find suitable slots to put NCC into my schedule. but all those fun i had with my peeps will never be forgotten. from farting in a lecture theatre to our passing out parade. i swear i feel VERY proud of myself during the parade. =) NCC is in my blood and forever will be.

tc ppl.

1.09

2009-07-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

yeah! 1.09 done. next up will be 1.10 and 1.11. then, its time for stage 2. =)

school was rather okay. i didnt sleep in class but still failed to pay attention. im starting to buck up. exams in abt 2 weeks time. i'll be dead if i dun start revising now.

tomoro will be a long day. poly 50 on wednesday, driving practical on thursday. free on friday! most probably fitness training on saturday, and first league match on sunday! next monday, die uh!

im starting to get sleepy.

i still need to pack my bag.

i still need to complete one lab report by this wednesday! shit!

tc ppl.

when ppl are bored...

2009-07-27T01:00:00.003+08:00

pic is quite small. (click on it to see it abit larger)

this is wad i call midnite madness. like really mad? but fun.

school! lazy-ness strikes.

ZzZzZz...

worst thing ever.

2009-07-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

horrible.
terrible.
vegetable.

i didnt perform well. and utterly disappointed with myself. pressure is getting on me.

driving practical tomoro at 2005 hrs.

im tired. worn out.

and i had pizza at coach's hse just now. a very wonderful treat.

tc ppl.

yay!

2009-07-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

i wished for this....

and...
......
......
i got this. =) not the first grade but it will do just fine as a replacement. im nt a professional footballer. wats the point of getting the 1st grade? point-less right? ahha.

a friendly match tomoro. hoping to score at least a goal. i just need some luck.

and we just got our training kit. adidas. yeah, adidas.. and a polo tee. adidas too. i dun really fancy. but it will do just fine for me and the team. its free, so i cant complain. haha!

tc ppl.

ooohh.. happy birthday mom. and dad is away.

2009-07-24T21:37:00.003+08:00

mom's 40th birthday.
happy birthday! i love you! =)

and dad is away for Nestle's bowling tournament at Malacca.
take care, and come home safely. =)

alright.. 2 most important ppl in my life above. =D

training tomoro, another friendly match the day after. since fairuz is injured, and alfiyan cant make it on sunday, it means the only forwards left is me and zool. so, if happens, zool cant make.. tadaa! i wonder who will partner me up front. and im eager to know my jersey number.

completed another practical today and i think im getting better. besides, who wants to go for a practical without improving. make sense? haha.. 1.07. a few more subjects to go to stage 2. and upon completion of stage 2, i can apply for my TP. hopefully, i can get my license asap.

tc ppl.

i wanna watch movie.

decision cant be made easily, and i know tat.

because i can throw what i don't need.

2009-07-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

these few days have been great. esp my progress in car driving. yesterday was my 3rd practical and the 1st time driving during the night. it was fun. after a long tired day, driving was the only thing i can free my mind. its the moment where im just being myself. i drive and enjoy it. =)

and wad i did while waiting for 8pm to reach was just to rot in the club with some rotting ppl. and i spent my time reading a book. a harry potter book. =) just completed 3 books. im on the 4th now. hehe.. its really great to be reading it again. the last time i read the 4th book was during my primary school days. primary 6 if im not wrong. haha.. dah basi siol.

tomoro is my 4th prac. a big thanks to my parents for sponsoring me to get my car license. and im being positive. i noe i can do it. the interest is in me and i always want to improve myself. tats wad the instructor told me. so far, i havent got a malay instructor. im wishing for one. hee..

and autoCAD test was easy. completed in abt 1.5 hrs out of the 2hrs given. haha.

and i think im done blogging.

oh. im glad to be starting a new chapter.

thnx to seri for all those advices. ure much help when i need someone to talk to. =) see, i bold ur name just to show how nice u've been.

tc ppl.

im done for good.

bookworm!

dreamweaving done for good.

2009-07-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

since i missed out dreamweaver 2 weeks ago, i had lots to catch up. lots of thing to be done. and finally! its done! in 2 hours. im so happy. =) now, im on the same pace as the class. heh.. and i did it while watching harry potter and the order of the phoenix. heh!

i need a rest now. read a book first. and off to sleep!

she makes me melt. =) hehe..

courage, courage...

tc ppl.

great things happened on a great day.

2009-07-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

sunday, superb day.

training was fun! first part of the training was focused more on positioning. 2nd part was funny. we had to run, spin around the cone for 10 rounds, and shoot! all of us were laughing our ass-es off seeing at each other "fly". haha! and coach said our brand for training kit is adidas. red colour. nice! to be worn for trainings. a polo tee, to be worn during the journey to our match venue. =) and coach said strikers will get number 14, 15, 16 and 17. i seriously hope i can get 17. i really want tat number. plsss...! *pray* haha. cool! and we're playing Division 1 instead of Division 2. we were left mouth opened when coach said we're in D1. haha. but we're determined to do well. hopefully, i can get a starting 11 position for the 1st match.

and oh! SENTOSA with SANZIRO (hopefully) next weekend!! =D

going home with faii was really BOOM! we were fooling around all the way. giler but fun!

yesterday's and today's practical was fine. i can see the improvement. today's car tat i used was in a much better condition than yesterday's. next prac, this wednesday at 2005 hrs. =)

Sanziro's first friendly.
Sanziro's 2nd friendly.

im all the way with the team.

tc ppl.

things undefined.

2009-07-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

watched harry potter yesterday with mom and younger sis. the movie was okay. funny parts here and there, teenage love. great. i was concentrating mainly on emma watson and bonnie wright. =) cant blame me. i find them beautiful especially bonnie wright who plays the role of ginny weasley. tats my opinion. im sure u'll say emma watson is way more beautiful. but who cares.. tats your opinion not mine. haha!

currently, my back is aching. i got it yesterday morning when wiping myself after my morning bathe. i was wiping my body when suddenly, i feel something pain in the back. n till now, its pain. but i think the pain has reduced and AT LEAST, i can turn my head left and right. haha. i was a laughing subject for sma peeps yesterday and today. -.- happy eh korg?

so, tomoro is my first practical at 1410 hrs. im so looking forward to it. im determined to get my license asap. im lucky dad sponsored to pay for the fees. i have to pay back his deeds in years to come. hopefully, i can do tat by sending them for pilgrimage. =)

and during this period of time, im hooked to reading harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban. ive read the first 2 books last yr, and stopped due to exams. now, im starting to read it again. i just find it fascinating.

so, out of anger, i wanted to end a friendship. well, i take back my words. i was thinking if i dun follow my feelings, i will have 2 frens and if i were to follow it, i'll end up losing one. so, yeah.. i was talking out of sense in the post which i post abt 4 days ago. =x

and i realised, not everything goes my way. not all wad i desire will come true. i realised, i have to go with the flow instead of forcing the flow to go with me. im relaxed now. and im not thinking of who's gonna be my future gf. there's no point in thinking about it. it will just give me high hopes and in months time, i will shatter to pieces. so, tats about it. im more interested in friendship.

tc ppl.

if u think im just as annoying as a fly, tell me aite. coz i feel ure avoiding me.

it turned out good.

2009-07-15T21:12:00.001+08:00

today was good.

i achieved wat i want.

first prac, this saturday. im ready for it. =)

and, im gonna watch harry potter and the half blood prince tomoro with mom and younger sis. best!

tc ppl.

talk to me. i always have time.